Selfish Days

I love having alone time. I don’t find it boring or anything. I am peaceful and content when I am basking in my own solitude. It annoys me when my mom asks me, “You must be bored, huh?” No, man. I’m actually awesome. I’m listening to music, watching endless movies on Netflix, googling things, reading blogs, and reblogging Tumblr pictures. I’m having a pretty jolly fucking time. I even start trying home made facials which I enjoy. Egg on my face? Honey all over my hair? I am so in. Just pour my whole kitchen on me if that’s what would make me feel and look beautiful. I always find something to do no matter how simple and small it may seem. It bothers me when someone doesn’t get it.
Spending some days alone with yourself is good because you discover things about you. I mean this is how I discovered I loved writing. It’s just you and… you. I can’t even explain it the way my mind is putting it. If you know what I mean, you know what I mean. It just bothers me when someone can’t be alone and they demand someone to hang out with them. I get it, sometimes you want to hang with friends, or you’re the ultimate social butterly. But, what the fuck. I love hanging out with people, I CAN BE A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY, but it sucks when someone can’t be with themselves. They can’t be alone and need someone there by their side all the time. “I’m bored. I want a boyfriend. What do I do.” Yada yada yada. I DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU.
Home alone? Party! Without the people… Do I sound like a total loner right now?
Being with yourself is peaceful. It’s just you and everything about you. No dealing with anything else. At least two days a week of alone time to keep the sanity. I fucking love my alone time so don’t bug me. I also love it because I get to control everything. Oh, you want to watch action/drama? Fuck you, i’m watching a chick flick. Why? Because you’re not here. I’m alone and that’s the beauty of it. I get to decide whatever I want without being a considerate and polite human being. I sound so mean… but it’s the truth! It’s your own selfish day.

Anyway, I read that pouring conditioner + honey all over my head will make my hair look like God…

Good thing i’m alone so I can look like a freak with myself.